if only
i had you
things would be different
maybe my eyes would still shine
and i would have laugh lines
creasing my cheeks
and my eyes
would be alive too
if only i had you
i would wake each morn’
and not immediately
want to die
to save myself the ache of a heart
that cracks a little more each day
now that you’re away
leaving me alone and blue
if only i had you
School attendance would go up by like 300% if we had cool padded swirly chairs or bean bags instead of ugly blue chairs harder than a pornstars dick
if theres one thing school taught me its never touch the underside of a desk
